Remembering it,
Finally.
This feeling of control.
Settling into discipline,
Again.
Monk or not.
Small nuance towards success:
Avoiding attempts at filling my void.
Dopamine starvation,
Kept carefully aligned.
Insofar as it rides an edge.
Food?
My old vice.
Gluttony.
But there’re worse –
Of course.
This Feeling Of Control.
