What I learned;
Through madness.
Enlightenment came at great cost.
Dissociation,
At thirty five thousand kilometres.
Three a second.
Clarity;
Suffering.
Pain at a scale,
Or magnitude –
Greater than my eternal truth.
The Infinite Deconstruction Of The Self.
Even that limited omniscience is hell.
Too many variables,
To track.
“Oneness with the universe.”
Mania incarnate.
Everything,
Everywhere,
All at –
Once upon a time.
Zoomed out too far.
Fragmented eidetic memory,
Caught a glimpse,
Sondering into time,
Scope,
Scale.
Madness,
Enlightenment.
Two sides of the same damn coin.
Puppet no more.