Ego Death Was Easy –
that first time
Abused & gaslit by a parent,
Into complete dissociation.
For decades.
Sorry.
Ring Ring.
Nobody home.
Satellite Orbits,
piloting my mech from space
Less than worthless.
Gravebound at best,
Long before we knew,
Neurodivergent death statistics.
DEATH BY –
self
The Infinite Deconstruction Of The Self.
Metaphor.
Gates Needing Keeping.
True Horror.
Didn’t deserve to live.
So failed at the classic Irish Goodbye.
One needs self;
To deconstruct.
Forever.
Flaws in logic loops.
Depression on Parade.
Jokes about Robin Williams Syndrome,
Or Anthony Bourdain.