Let me play grotesquerie,
Rolls upon rolls of fat.
Endlessly consuming –
Often just for dopamine.
I’ve existed at all points,
Across spectrums.
Athlete,
Thin & lean.
Obese,
Round & slow.
Don’t need help –
I’ve been collecting wisdoms,
For decades.
But;
Need to find an old resolve.
A Different Hunger.