Realms Uncharted.Gifts Ungiven.Crux Of The Crossroads.Living & Dying Five Times As Fast.Toggle switches all broken,To the point we can't dial it back.800MPH.Multiplied by one point six.Goodbye,Magic.Cutting away pieces of flesh,& self.Keeping the only kinds of Magic,That still matter.
Yet we must endure it.Waiting.Days Into Decades.Knowing some dreams -Never come true.Try as we might.But that's okay.In a dark, vast, cold Universe,Even getting to live is a privilege.My stats are already long.For my kind.We die so young.Each breath ever so fleeting,& finite in number.
Goodbye Yellow Brick Road.Prefer to judge quality of character,Rather than colour of skin.Melanin don't mean much to me.We're all Human Beings,Homo Sapiens Sapiens,One Wise To Being Wise.Bags of meat & bone,In a long finite cycle of life.LUCA on, to us.Wouldn't you love to see life...
Were I to be gifted islands,For such an Eden Project -Need many things:Any Empire of Science,Would have Metaphorical Emperor;Be Empirical Method.State Religion:Science.God:Peer Review & Quantitative Testing.Qualitative would have place,For arts,Nature,For all enriching aspects of life.
My anonymity -Is slipping.Slowly.Surely.Try as I might to hold on,Indie.Underground.Known in cult circles.Big plans are secrets.Not Manifestoes."Empire Of Science."Island Nation,Preferably.Constitution created by the smartest of the smart,From across the world.I'd just be a citizen.
Cackle, Chortle, Guffaw,At the knowledge of the powerful -Celebrity or Authority,Business or Establishment,Creeping on my poetry & prose.Too afraid to be seen showing support!Couching follows like gold bricks.They have to care about PR,As where I usually -Don't give two fucks.Grins,Eh?
Don't want some giant ranch,Out in the boonies,With horses,Like all the white girls.Want communities -Thriving diversity of culture,Acceptance,Love.Not this Hermit Guru isolation,Wrought for my own protection -From ugly hearts,Or cruel, evil Humans.Want to build connection,But I can't.
Know what I dislike,About this newest recent emmigration,Exodus Wave,Twitter,To Blue Sky?Masses brought the filthy,Mainstream celebrities with them.Once nothing but tiny indie folks,Now watch as our feeds get consumed -By A-Lister Trash Humans,Eager to PR spin,FUEL UP THEIR ECHO CHAMBERS.
Pretty Good At Navel-Gazing,Or Stargazing In A Pinch.Let's Cease Formality:Gutter-Grime-Grit.Survived alone,Crawling forwards on bloodied arms,Metaphorical,Rhetorical,& Literal.From Scrubbing Black Moly Grease,Inside Loader Tires,With A Bucket Of Gasoline,& A Rag;To This. Empty Titles.
No Gods.No Kings.No Authority or Establishment.Just people.Working together in kindness,Love,Hard work.Simple faiths:In people.Started from Zero in 2020,Adding up poems one by one,Until Second Most Prolific -In Recorded Human Histories.Just Five Years.Doubt Me Still,On The Former?
Sharing Anarchist Wisdoms,Via Poetry.Allusions capitalized, quotation-marked -For easy access.Easter Eggs;Whole poems,Ciphered within others.I operate much like loaded guns:Handled kindly, safely, with love,A tool for sustenance in the bush.Otherwise:BANG!Critical Thinking,Wins Again.
Planning in years,Decades,Centuries.Nothing new.Timelines of entire Universes,Knowing how this one ends.So I prefer to invent my own,Full of infinite possibility.Playgrounds for my grey matter.Sandboxes for Pattern Recognition.Cognition Itself In Paramount Acceleration.Goodnight,Void.
One before we go.Across both living & virtual universes;Kill counts must surely be…In the millions by now?Spider,Paper.Monsters in dreams -Hungry or feral.Digital exertions of axes or bullets.Is it scary,How such fake killing can be catharsis?Or is it primal urge & instinct,Let loose?
Exhausted With "Crab Mentality."Not that many of those -Trying to drag us back down,To buckets,Aren't clever.But Inferiority Complexes,Are Toxic.Poisonous to themselves,& others,Including me.No patience for it anymore:"Rising Tides Lift All Ships."(My Mentality.)(We're Not The Same.)
Be still this rotting heart.Under floorboards.Telltale."McRae Will Remember This."Cruelty & Evil.Spit at thy name.Eastern European,Caucasus.Slavic Diasporas,Strange looking families.Immigrant Wave Exodus,New Lands By Boat.Across World.A Very Old Story.Wonder,Where I Could End Up.
What,Queer Exudings?Flailing In Manic Projections,Feverishly Gaslighting Others -As If I'd Entertain Such Nonsense?No.Intersectionality Exists.You can be shitty across multiple many vectors at once along trajectory patternings.Quantitative Assets.A Genuine Fear:Become co-opted -Assets to nations...
Ghosts,Gather.Imperative,Please.Begging Question.As She Ever Should Be.Crone Or Maiden,Or Those Cycling In-Between -On Loops.Enriched by the soul of every Man they kill.Good for them.It's nice to breathe longevity;In ensuring one's own persistence.Baba Bids Adieu,Goodnight Void.Sleep.
Cuts Deep,This Week.DEAD BARD HAS TEETH.So do many of my monsters.Friend in form yet foe,For fiend in faux throws.Creature Types.Was Best In Game.Loved Sociologies Of Tribalism A Lot.Translated Across Mathematics,Designed - Some Math PhD Fuck.Played Symphonies.Suffered Abusive Truths.
Pitch Poems?Ugh.As If Shots Or Takes.Stalls Vamps Or Rallies.Pacing shorter,More choppy.Until it seems reality itself starts to unravel at the seams.Speaking to The Void.Fourth Wall crumbling however one desires it to.Across a thousand stagings.The roots are usually the same.Old stories.
Salves For Souls,In Short Supply.Sent Downwards -Upwards -Anywards.Cross Wards.'twixt nixed nicked abjurations.Patience Is Always Key.Always one of my greatest signs of fools.Signs pointing to ironies."Understanding Is The Key."Lesser selves.When Singular Implied One -Not Infinities.