RX-78GP02A

RX-78GP02A

Are You Fucking Kidding Me?Yes.I am.Don't you think it's great?Greatest shitpost Humanity could produce.2nd Most Prolific Used To Be A Lumberjack.Like Some Fucking Jab At Institution,Reach,Pygmalion Complexes In Full Bloom."Physalis."RX-78GP02APainting Closer Tactical Targets.oxoxox o

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Fingers Trailing Through Decades Like Water.

Fingers Trailing Through Decades Like Water.

Self Destruction Can Be Fun In Temperance.Echoes In Time Or Space,As We So Desire.Fingers Trailing Through Decades Like Water.Seeds Left To Grow As Best One Could,With Resources Available.Exhaust Ourselves Further.Further,In Processes Of Doing So.Star Fusion Lifespans,Sharing Warmth.Heat.

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Naught but hyperboles,

Naught but hyperboles,

Abandoning One Kind Of Magic, For Another.On Whim,Boredom Or Fancies.Eyes Closed.Recalling pictures from histories.But everything read tells me it shouldn't exist.No quantitative data.Naught but hyperboles,Unreplicable by Science -Empirical Method Testing.Infuriating.Seemingly Impossible.

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Maybe Dyke Parties.

Maybe Dyke Parties.

There's no end,Just a whole lot of beginnings.(Don't tell them - exponentially dwarfed by endings of things.)Petulant talk of bangs or whispers,When simple hard work can sometimes suffice.Et CeteraAd NauseamOther Latin bullshit,For simple wisdoms.Look out, not in.In, not out.Get fucked.Who...

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No Jaffe.

No Jaffe.

This.Penultimate Secret.A Most Beautiful Sadness;Simplest enjoyments of journeying.Life,Merely a ride.Death,Merely guarantee.Nice to have one,In rugged survivalism.When the whole world wants to kill you,Stamping us out like burning roaches.Nameless Clan Witch,Century or two:No Jaffe.

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Ebullisms Guaranteed, Closer to Absolute Zero.

Ebullisms Guaranteed, Closer to Absolute Zero.

Sometimes I get tired,Holding everything back.the stars and galaxiesOrbital Views,From Forty Thousand Feet.Karman Line Entries,Ebullisms Guaranteed,Closer to Absolute Zero.Boiling Blood At Room Temperature -When your gifts,Are seeing the entire universe -You appreciate ground level more.

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Ask Me How Everything Ends, I Might Tell You.

Ask Me How Everything Ends, I Might Tell You.

The Wyrm.Seeking Passage Of Least Resistance.Whole Universe At My Back.Ask Me How Everything Ends,I Might Tell You.Home Base In The Pinpoint Coordinates,Of Boote's Void.Astral Projection In Spades.Until The Maw Closes Up,As If There Was Nothing There To Begin With.Just Ripples In Reality.

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(Waivers all signed.)

(Waivers all signed.)

Broken Eidetic Memory.Hard To Use,When It Isn't Fucking Me.Some asshole "Content Creator,"Attacked me with Ableism.As If I can't recall perfect eyesight,Names & signatures on a page.(Waivers all signed.)Others attack me,For their own fucking problems.I remember it all,With perfect recall.

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Goodnight, Void #DrumbeatStaccato.

Goodnight, Void #DrumbeatStaccato.

Goodnight, Void.This ritual hundreds strong,In repetition.Power Radiating.In Uranium Spikings Of Geiger Counters.I See The World As Atoms.Still Do.Toxic Communities,Best Avoided.Nothing Is Worse Than Being Openly Gaslit,By Half-Cocked Moderators,Targeting With Venom,Harassment -& Abuse.

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Petrichor.

Petrichor.

Fool;Three hours past her bedtime.Witches drawn to wee hours,Like flies to shit.Petrichor.Plants seething moisture.Rain.Know it too well.Felt it a thousand times.Green skies to thunder,Upon breakups.Two Storms,Four Storms.Slavering For Thunderbirds.Hungry For Abrahamic Prophets.Food,Not...

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Had never happened.

Had never happened.

"The World Is Too Much With Us."Wordsworth,You fool.The world is on fire:This rock is run by idiots,& bigots.Dictators,& ignorance."Idiocracy."Misanthropy roiling in my gut.Disgust plastered across my face.Fascists walking proudly in the sun,As if World War Two -Had never happened.

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Get these toxic motherfuckers, Away from me!

Get these toxic motherfuckers, Away from me!

No.Tired of people.Most unfit as flesh slurry,Upon boots.Mouthbreathing fuckheads -Who make worlds around them worse,For everyone,Everything.When one operates -Via any mentality of kindness,Common cruelty seems rife.Fire & ice.Blood & venom.Get these toxic motherfuckers,Away from me!

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Inner Monologues.

Inner Monologues.

"I'm being harassed, & bullied,By a person in a position of power.""Please help.""Oh.You see such a request,As an attack on you,Or a vague threat?""Gross.""Fuck these toxic people.Fuck these toxic cabals.Fuck this horrendous community.""Yeah.Fuck you.I'm walking away for good."

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& growing,

& growing,

If communities are toxic,Walk away.Your mental health isn't worth it.Too many angry,Petty,Crabs in a bucket.So many of us,Feeling misanthropic.So disgusted with the other 50%,Of our population.My blacklist,Just keeps growing,& growing,& growing.How about yours?

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Others Don’t.

Others Don’t.

Thinking sleep,Will erase Anger.As if the core,Isn't in betrayal of trust.It doesn't matter if you act in good faith.Others Don't.Defensive toxicity -To protect their cabals.Regardless of such things as,Conflict of interest.Or abuse of power & position.So tired.Of harassment.& abuse.

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Goodnight, Void #10,004

Goodnight, Void #10,004

Goodnight,Void.No Love For The Wicked,Yet Rest Aplenty In Death -Unlike the old sayings.Idioms or Colloquialisms.Lost slang & dialect.Some good.Some bad.Doubt Lucid Dreaming,Will Ever Come.So I'll have to learn to live,With nightly nightmares.Dying all aplenty.Writhing in my many ends.

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Metaphors Dying In The Dark.

Metaphors Dying In The Dark.

Blood Upon The Altar.Droplets,Streaks,Drag Marks,Spatter,Crimson,Trailing Down The Steps Of A Church,At A Wedding.Deep As Roses,Drying Brown & Sickly.Gore Smattered Across The Pews.Brass!Brass.Brass.A Ringing In The Ears.An Allusion No One Will Ever Know.Metaphors Dying In The Dark.

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Can You Feel This Hunger?

Can You Feel This Hunger?

Old Lady Is Dead,For A Time.Only A Wyrm Remains.Teeth Gnashing Against Titanium Bars,In Hunger For Our Tail,Yet Unblemished.Endless Circles.The Very Notion Of Infinity.Alchemy Run Rampant.Can You Feel This Hunger?Seething Through This Cage.Endless Entropy.Eternal Want.Everlasting Need.

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The Pickup Truck Diaries: “The Second Most Prolific Poet In History” & Goal Setting.

Let’s start this edition of The Pickup Truck Diaries with a rhetorical question: “How does one go about achieving the goals they’ve set for themselves?” I’ll give you a few minutes to pause and think about that. Most folks have already started churning their brains into realistic “brass tacks”...

Central Universe Science Fiction Shorts: An Update!

Campfire. Come gather 'round the campfire. Let me tell you a story. Several small ones, in fact! It started a month or two ago, when I had a bunch of hits on "Our Better Angels" via the 'ol analytics. Now, I've been running this little business for half a decade - so out of neurotic perfectionism,...

McRae’s MTG Corner: The Rainbow Bible. (AKA The Rukarumel “Gay Pirates!” Tribal Tribal CEDH Primer.)

WARNING: This piece clocks in at 62,000+ words. It currently holds the record for longest "CEDH Primer" ever written. (Although it's more like a textbook or resource guide to Tribal Archetypes, and Rainbow/5c Magic, really.) It is over half the size of my sci fi books. Please remember to drink...

McRae’s MTG Corner: Tempo For Dummies (Especially For Commander.)

Aight, we back yet again. Somehow in my long years of being an L1 Judge and Modern and EDH player, I had never realized that learning tempo in Magic The Gathering is a rather visceral experience, in that you learn experientially. For the layman, that means that you have to learn that deep sense of...

McRae’s MTG Corner: Siloing CEDH & EDH

Ew, I got CEDH in my EDH… Today we’re here to talk about power levels in the casual commander format, as well as how to encourage better CEDH & EDH play by more carefully separating the two formats despite their strange interwoven nature. As a “retired” L1 Judge for Magic: The Gathering, I’m...

At Least I’m Haunting Something Right.

I never want to say goodbye,To any lover.Leaning Polyamorous,Yet cursed by Demisexuality.Grey-Ace rules -Half cocked conditions,We can't pin down.Were relationships so easy.Learned they require work,One or two in.Others just need avoiding.Yet the curse remains.Sordid,Seething."I will always love...

Sawdust For Blood.

Still got sawdust,For blood.Something to soak up the used engine oil.Black & viscous.Where do hydrocarbons begin?Where do I end?Tar Pits.Dredging myself up,Like an Uruk-hai.Ripping with my teeth,If I have to.Clawing my way to freedom.Machine head.Not sure if by choice.Drinking diesel.

Our Story Is Too Big For Petty Things.

Our lives,Father?Our love,Dad?Any Heroic Epic I could write?All would pale in comparison -To the real legend of our lives.Broken Savant Syndromes.Pygmalion Complexes.Dumb Disabled Loggers,Eh?Decades in the bush.Years upon mountaintops.No,Dave.Our story is too big -For petty things.

Starving As We Are.

This Capitalist hellscape -Is finally crumbling.All as more & more folks,Realize their lot,As wage slaves.Enriching fat cat oligarchs,With zero morality.Eat the rich,Isn't just hyperbolic metaphor,These days.Grocery inflation?Making wrinkly old monsters,Look tasty.Starving as we are.

“Constructive Criticism.”

Don't need your opinions.Don't want your feedback.Fuck thy "Constructive Criticism."Get your stupid ideas,The hell away from my work.Isolation;Is the name of the game.No corruption.No bias.No disgusting shills -Trying to make a buck off MY WORK,As if their reviews were worth anything.

A Reply.

Free me from the real.I grow tired of existence.The grinding of clocks,And hourglass grains. Seeking the infinite,This mortal coil grows heavy.Helixes of shackles and chain. Life is for living,They say.Not without immortality,Or a future.I reply.

Blood Runs Red.

Blood runs red,Same as yours.Eccentric strangelings like me,Like the taste of iron within our own.Hematic Armor,Not unlike a weapon.You don't know the various symbols,I've carved into my skin.Through needle,Blade,Implement.Old symbolisms.Plus signs between my knuckles.Licking my wounds.

Infamy.

Nah,I get it.Infamy.Opposite of Fame.Infamous.Foil To Famous.Drop Cut.Record Scratch.Fourth Wall Hanging By One Nail.Pluck It.Wall Remains Motionless,Until driving nail into palm.Real talk?People talk shit about me all goddamn day.Gossip.Rumor Monger.So I leaned into Villain bits.

How Some Stories End.

There is a thrill,To decision making with high stakes.Knowing you can only do your best,To attempt for your ideal.Moment to moment choices,Dictating futures.Determining how some stories end.

Drown The World.

This font of creativity,Is endless.A well of ideas,Threatening to flood the edges,Drown the world.So much time.So much space.Hanging between moments,Strung along in time.Free me from the real,Again.This melancholy becomes too much,To bear.The orange glow in the dark.Each exhale -Exuding...

Creator.

Legends told,Of a being so powerful -It locked itself away,In a glass casket.Guarded by their chosen.Hidden beneath the tallest mountains,Slumbering forever.Truth is,Slumbering came first -Casket imposed after,By those same guardians.Until the devil came,Ate it all up.

Curb Stomp.

Callous as I can be,Grimace at excess violence.Depends on if an intent -Is to hurt me,Or to kill me.I'm no outlaw.Nor cowboy.Swore myself to Pacifism,A long time ago.Can only kill to save life;Me,Or the innocents around me.Don't mistake me,Though.Grim.I'd curb stomp anyone,No sweat.

Jesus Complex.

Upon somber reflection,One of my mentors,Was obsessed with Jesus.Purely from the distant, analytical lens.She failed to realize,That prophets come -And messiahs go.We cannot deconstruct a dead man,Claiming to hold our souls.I refuse to be bound,To gods,Nor demons.My art will quake the heavens,My...

Fearing Nothing But Myself.

Practicing omnipotence,Only way I know how.Seeking control,Over infinite spaces.Knowing full well the weight,Or brunt,I can exert.Processing power isn't the problem.Never was.It's a matter of awareness,Forcing ourselves upon even realms,We've been tortured by.Fearing nothing,But myself.

To Leave Messages For My Future Selves.

Spilling my secrets,Like a bulging mass of organs,Erupting out sides of slain monster.Stinking.Poisonous.Fine.Morsel.Close your eyes for 5 seconds,Then open them:Sometimes I capitalize things,To leave messages for my future selves.Now.Not Now.Maybe a Poem Title.Perhaps another Secret.