Singing When I’m Happy.

Singing When I’m Happy.

Know when to dawdle,& when to sprint.Body moving faster than mind,Even if in autopiloted directions.When running,In shape,Let my jogging rhythm,Follow my music.Then once sorted,My mind was free to plot,Or plan.Write,Or process.Signs:Singing when I'm happy.Mental health,At a glance.

Scars As Stories.

Scars As Stories.

Little Witches,Little Witches,Never forget:Scars are in actuality -Stories.Memories.Carved across our skin,Or flesh.Follow my fingers,As they trace my ugly body:From black bags,To white streaks.Purple-white stretch marks,I can never remove.Half an eyebrow.Missing tip,Of one ear.

They Eat, When I Eat.

They Eat, When I Eat.

Dancing Will O'Wisps,Bright Blue.Holding a thousand memories -On which I plan to feast.Adding to my corpse piles,One by one.My flock is the true benefactor,My own leashed ghosts.Drinking power themselves,To grow in affect upon a living world.They come,When I call.They eat,When I eat.

Worst Of The Worst.

Worst Of The Worst.

Becoming Beast;In the dark.Feral creature of base desires.Dripping of saliva,Twisting of the tongue.Before dragging it across lips.Lines of moisture,Intermingled substances.Terrified sounds in the dark.Tension in moans,Escaping from throats.Brutish.Confident.Hungry.Worst Of The Worst.

MY MORTALITY WAS ALWAYS ASSURED –

MY MORTALITY WAS ALWAYS ASSURED –

Blessed be our hallowed hours.When darkness settles,Imagining a light,Each unto themselves,In this infinite abyss.Entropy!I call you.Bear baiting,Trainspotting,Call it whatever'a fuck you want.MY MORTALITY WAS ALWAYS ASSURED -from the startSo was yours.My odds are slim.Defiance.Eh?

Non Binary Identity?

Non Binary Identity?

Non Binary Identity?Born Male,Indoctrinated in all the toxic masculinity;Bigoted parent could inject.Disowning them?A step in my journey,Of identity.Don't owe you androgyny,Nor do I owe you anything,Really.The kind of Enby,Who despises gender as a construct.Rather be a Cryptid,Or Titan.

Off The Corpse Of Theia. // But We Were Born To Lose.

Off The Corpse Of Theia. // But We Were Born To Lose.

Past Midnight.Witching Hours.When our masks come off,Skin & muscle pulled,Then torn away.Becoming our true Cryptid selves,Basking in moonlight;So hungry for the Sun,That we drink mere reflections -Off the Corpse of Theia.Tears,Memories,Ghosts,All.Not a single one of my spells -Can defeat...

Goodnight Void #450 \\ Singing My Prayers To Entropy.

Goodnight Void #450 \\ Singing My Prayers To Entropy.

Goodnight Void.Even if it's been a while -Can always count on you,To be waiting.Singing My Prayers To Entropy.From Nothing I Came,To Nothing I Must One Day Go.Transitioning.From craving early ends -To hungering for life itself.Glutton Slavering At Immortality,When only words will remain.

Story Bleeds Out.

Story Bleeds Out.

Cryptid,Reeking Of Stories.Aura,Size of orbitals,Suppressed to preserve spacetime normality.Power Overwhelming.Cheat Code & All.Pressure,Mass,Density,Volume,Crammed into slivers of space,Between realities.Black Hole Son;Immense Weight Indeed.Peel back my layers,Story bleeds out.

Brash Or Lax Didacts Masked As Dictata Or Dictate.

Brash Or Lax Didacts Masked As Dictata Or Dictate.

When is a corpse a corpse, of course? Morse code flashbacks to stacked racks of SOS klaxons. Fresh Tracks In Snow. Forgo Enlightenment These Days,Ways to maze my ways amazed or not.What begot love is fraught with curses of ending. Tyrant,Hungering Evermore. Brash or lax didacts masked as dictata...

The Usual, Please.

The Usual, Please.

Dreams.Nightmares.Paralysis Demons.&,Everything In Between. Shadowed Intent As Ethereal Tone No stanza could be strong enough,To hold us.Pressure building,Until our blood erupts in geysers,From the bulkheads. Death by drowning -Soaked in hemoglobin. Despair The usual,Please.

Up Past Noon.

Up Past Noon.

Up past noon.Falling back into old neurodivergent habits,Failing to meet society where it stands.Weeks melting into blurs.Hunting motivations.Yet.Wasting away to nothing.Witch Moon Memories.Dark Dirge Destiny.A future I am unable to paint,Blocked by financial terrorists,& crooked finance.

All To Paint False Zeitgeists.

All To Paint False Zeitgeists.

Creating entire universes,Worlds,& peoples.Method Acting fictional characters;Only read in books or stories,& never given visual form.All to paint false Zeitgeists,& societies,To play funhouse mirror to ours.Warnings bellowed via fake extremes,Speaking of futures -We hope to prevent.

Precious Little Slices –

Precious Little Slices –

Precious little slices -Cross sections of existence.Seconds, minutes, hours,Trickling by in homeostasis.Scraping by like this,Isn't living.Floating in purgatories of wage slavery,Isn't living,Either.What worth is talent,Or intelligence,In this world,Riddled -With such broken hierarchy?

Pop.

Pop.

Pop.Bubble Go Boom.Upside Down Pyramids,Written in derivatives,Doomed to topple.Lives thought invincible,Crimes paid off in bribes.They called it lobbying.Occupy;Simmering rage -An intricate wisdom of the masses,That they were getting fucked!Wall St.?Drank Champagne,Pointed,& laughed.

You Don’t Have To Help, Just Don’t Get In My Way.

You Don’t Have To Help, Just Don’t Get In My Way.

What right?There's no constitution that exists,Even close to perfection.When speaking of "Humanist Utopia,"I'm chasing my own brands of "perfect."Ball my hands into fists,Mourning."Guess I'll Give It A Go!"My vision,My attempt on Reality.You don't have to help,Just don't get in my way.

The Infinite Hunger Eternal. \\ THIS IS MY DOPAMINE TO DRINK.

The Infinite Hunger Eternal. \\ THIS IS MY DOPAMINE TO DRINK.

My Legacy?Don't really care about personalization,Of my goals,Or works.It's simply been a transition in several things.Desires to use my ticking time -To leave behind what I can;Helping folks think critically.Write art that tells my story,Merely so others can learn from it.Instill:Self...

“You amaze me”

“You amaze me”

Hamlet.Always my favourite.Stolen story or not.Exact same existential crises,As I lived.Every day.For a very long time.Pondering:Whether death was better than life,As if inevitable assurances didn't matter.Failed Twice.Kill the world that scorned me?Or save the few that deserve it?Hamlet method...

The Pickup Truck Diaries: The Most Prolific Human Poet In History.

Seems grandiose, eh? This is one of the more modest, amongst the actual titles I was able to workshop, believe me! And I’d hope by now you’ve read at least one or two of these here Pickup Truck Diaries, so you are well aware already that I love being grandiose and mock-megalomaniacal for the sake...

Central Universe Science Fiction Shorts: An Update!

Campfire. Come gather 'round the campfire. Let me tell you a story. Several small ones, in fact! It started a month or two ago, when I had a bunch of hits on "Our Better Angels" via the 'ol analytics. Now, I've been running this little business for half a decade - so out of neurotic perfectionism,...

The Brewery Episode 16: “The Jankyard

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Awp0IWgktVY&t=3795s&ab_channel=TheBreweryMTG Jegantha, The Wellspring & Zirda, The Dawnwaker vs Grolnok, The Omnivore vs Osgir, The Reconstructor vs Minthara, Merciless Soul | MTG Commander Gameplay | The Brewery Ep16: “The Jankyard.” Welcome to the...

Mnemonic Trigger Phrase Mantra.

STOP.Please.I understand the nightmares every night -Are a result of trauma.But my mnemonic trigger phrase mantra,Doesn't seem to work.So I suffer almost every single night.Last night,Fun celebration or party;Turning into cruelty.Robbed,Left to try and find my things.Even my clothes.

Act Like It.

Feeling Power,In Moments Of Weakness.A True Witch,Learns the strengths in suffering.Long way round.When you're hurting -Be it anguish or agony,However you sacrifice enough,It feeds us back in exponentials,Every single possible vector -Mapped on solar scales.You're strong.Act like it.

Armor, In Truth.

My clockwork heart.False.That vision of my soul:Infinite ocean,Knee deep,Under white cloud blue.Clockwork heart?One floating past stratosphere?Armor,In truth.Massive metaphorical monolith.Conjured by my fearlessness,From the last dregs of my fears.My withered black heart,Hides within.

“Constructive Criticism.”

Don't need your opinions.Don't want your feedback.Fuck thy "Constructive Criticism."Get your stupid ideas,The hell away from my work.Isolation;Is the name of the game.No corruption.No bias.No disgusting shills -Trying to make a buck off MY WORK,As if their reviews were worth anything.

Teeth Mark Bruises.

Twice bitten,Never shy.Used to revel in teeth mark bruises,Femmes left on my skin.Moments of sensation,In lifetimes of being numb.Self destruction,Never lingered far.Urges to annihilate myself,Always strong.Something-something,Service top joke.A puppet,For them to dangle on strings.

Playing The Long Game.

“No, Julian.” “But why not?” Her mouth pursed into a tight line, and shot the blonde, long-haired dandy a narrow-eyed glance. It was made all the more dramatic by her elegant makeup, dark eyeliner and mascara that brought out her pale complexion and ancient human features of seventy-six thousand...

“Clever Obfuscation.”

No matter what fanciful metaphors,I use?Still remain Human,Behind all the clever obfuscation.Requirements:Sleep.Food.I don't even really count love.Can't be relied upon.From myself,Or from others.Come from Sociopaths.Been abused,Neglected,Traumatized.Don't trust other people,No more.

The Usual, Please.

Dreams.Nightmares.Paralysis Demons.&,Everything In Between. Shadowed Intent As Ethereal Tone No stanza could be strong enough,To hold us.Pressure building,Until our blood erupts in geysers,From the bulkheads. Death by drowning -Soaked in hemoglobin. Despair The usual,Please.

Sun Worship.

Sun Worship.Guilty as charged.Fuel to drink with my skin,Perfect nuclear fusion.Paid homage by carving it into my flesh,With needles.Tens of thousands of punctures of black ink.Solar powered,Knowing Solarpunk futures,Don't have to be fantasy.Sustainability.Day.Night.Forever.Radiant.

War Poets.

The war poets,All dead & buried.The clan has already found catharsis.One day,I'll visit Flanders Fields. This war of mine,Is philosophical.Based on prejudices,From a long time ago. The skalds,Are feasting in Valhalla.No time to dawdle,Between this life -& Ragnarok.

First Day of Winter Vacation,

First day of Winter Vacation,Decadence:Fruit & nut bread,Dipped in Lamb Cashew Curry.Australian import mangoes,4 for $55.Sitting at the table,Before bed.Juice running down my fingers,These are brand new worlds,And experiences.Once a pauper,Wearing hand me downs.T Shirts with holes in...

Lax Tempos.

Never Forget.Finish your fights.Lax tempos,Ruin chances of reform.Goal is bloodless revolution -To free the masses from wage slavery.Is it any wonder why Oligarchies,Gerontocracies,Or the like,Fight us so hard in return?Control.Social Contract?Well & truly shattered like broken glass.

Beelzebub.

When playing Beelzebub,Lord of the Flies,God of Gluttony & Greed.One must remember -The selfish are fallow.Devoid of self awareness,Devoured by pride and grandiosity.It is a show.A play.Theatre.Not the good kind.Wear your mask properly.Shun the masses.Fake living.

Off To Face Ragnarok, Which Is Distinctly Different From Trying To Save The World.

Well,Enough griping about my tragedies.Time to make like a tree,Get the fuck out of here.Off to face Ragnarok,Which is distinctly different from trying to save the world.Is it better to pull the plug?Gift organs to those who need 'em?Or fight for every last shred,In my worship of Entropy?