Madness Is As Madness Does.

Madness Is As Madness Does.

Madness is as madness does,But sometimes madness, just because.And wicked are as wicked do,But special kinda’ wicked - such is true. Hungering for something, a hidden depth,Silent stirring - undercurrents swept,A humming tone beneath the waves,What heart and mind swiftly comes to crave. A break in...

Some Days.

Some Days.

Some days, the way of ways is to collapse. The end of reason brings hateful seasons, degenerate heathens of misquoted treasons. For free to see the seas churning and be it me or insanity, I'm lost. Gun-cocked by generations, chopping blocks and shale rocks, when it all comes together. I'm locking...

Rain.

Rain.

Not raining. But feels like a downpour.Torrent of rain and blood and emotion.Landing on my back with a sick icky thump.Crushing me beneath the weight of inebriation, and my morals.Bullets on a tin roof.Hail on glass.And my very being, dragged through the mud in the midst of the storm.Crushed...

Drinking Brandy at 12pm on a Sunday,

Drinking Brandy at 12pm on a Sunday,

Drinking Brandy at 12pm on a Sunday,And perhaps language is the thing more broken,Than hungry eyes or a void shallow heart,Looking more predator than prey,Yet yearning to be the latter. Wrapping wrists in chains,The laugh and tinkle of false innocence,But footsteps ring on wood,And being solitary...

Pandora’s Box.

Pandora’s Box.

Pandora’s Box is nothing more than a school of hard knocks.Where wise elders tell me to fall down and scrape my knees bloody.Because it’s the only way to learn.It’s a metaphor for finding truth in logic, and emotion in irrationality.So I’m swimming in that pool of tears.Black acid eating away at...

Oil Sludge On A Concrete Floor.

Oil Sludge On A Concrete Floor.

Don't mind me, I'm just a series of oil sludge spills,slickening the concrete floor with the black engine food of crisp dollar bills,I plan on keeping you safe while you undergo your current disability,feeding you little bits of love,which is actually my blood, for lack of any other nutrition...

Mortal Coil.

Mortal Coil.

I’ll shed this mortal coil,Slip from my flesh,Unhinge from my bloodworks,Then escape through my heart;And become a phantom.I’ll dance amongst the stars.And then I shall be free.

Monster.

Monster.

He pleads to be free, screened from the world behind curled plate glass windows. Clawing at steel with fingers and heels, thrashing wildly and gnashing teeth. He’s trapped in a cage, his information written across hundreds of pages of tests, already given. Inside his head it’s a rainstorm,...

The Lies We Tell Ourselves.

The Lies We Tell Ourselves.

Are you? //\//\\ I am - infinite.A trick of the eyes that makes the whole world go blind.But I continue to dazzle with a glamour and a smile that puts Fae to shame.A gift from my close-buried ancestors, really.See - being broken and reaching enlightenment are two sides of the same coin.And I am...

Insanitarium Aquarium.

Insanitarium Aquarium.

Stop your heart, start the music, choose it and lose it, see; me, injecting with liquid love, mixed alcoholic tugs, gonna take thy soul, black coal furnace in this water filled box, rocks at the bottom of clocked off chopped tube tops, allotted time zones prone to disturbances and high pitched...

The Secret.

The Secret.

Eventually they will find out that I’m not really immortal.Only here.In My Writing.What shall I do then?When the armour of the facade has been utterly shattered?Weep?Rage?Hide?Flee?Perhaps I will merely continue on.Just so repulsively normal.A Human like the rest.

And Then The Madness Comes.

And Then The Madness Comes.

The madness comes and goes like a tidal wave.It gently grasps the water, tugging it lazily out to sea.The sand lies barren, crabs scuttling onwards to salvation.And then it comes.A cascade of ticking clocks, soft moans, and paranoia.I see kisses on soft flesh, I see hands clasped, bliss in...

Deprivation Of Station.

Deprivation Of Station.

Stage Directions For Newer Slam Poets Or Actors: Ramble Or Rant This As If You Are Mad. Your Tempo Or Poignant Pauses Should Be Thoroughly Inconsistent Throughout. Otherwise, Make It Your Own, In Your Own Way. Deprivation. I’m at a train station, quarter past nine, last in line, a paper with fine…...

Death.

Death.

Death, be thou proud.For none stand as mighty nor as dreadful as thee.I stand quaking at the thought of your taking of me.Tremble at your cold dark touch.I’m not ready.Not yet.I don’t want you to take me.I want to soar among the stars.I want to leave a mark that places me into history.I want to...

Still Searching.

Still Searching.

I am the sum of all my faults. A trainwreck cacophony, clad in skin and bone,Seeking the windswept wonder of my forgotten heart. I hungered,Wept. For the endless road home stretched eternal,And I am still lost in walking,The demon restless in my belly. Find me out there,In the wastelands,And...

Dead Ringer For A Sinner.

Dead Ringer For A Sinner.

Dead ringer for a sinner, you say? Shall I pray? Drink paint thinner at dawn? Wait to die like the three-pace count of a duel drawn? I chuckle at your inevitability even as my knees buckle under me. I’ll die unholy, yet free. Perhaps an amalgamation of sins is in order, or shall we scavenge dinner...

Bones.

Bones.

My bones and joints move.But oft they crackle and pop.They tell great stories.

Ozymandias Revisited.

Ozymandias Revisited.

My name is Ozymandias, king of kings.Tremble before my works, ye mighty, and despair.As I speak, my empire crumbles around me.I look upon my own devices and weep.Indeed! Nothing lasts forever.I attempt rebirth daily!I am the king of kings.And I refuse to die.The world will remember my name.Tremble...

The Ozymandias Effect.

The Ozymandias Effect.

Built upon tractless legs of stone, with muscle - bound in flesh and wrapped in skin.Mind vast and calculating, softened with what is “right in the eye of a beholder,”Building legacy without proof, only spine and memory to show for it. Walking the forests of the coast, conifers and rocky shores,...

False Gold.

False Gold.

All the world a stage - and everyone a player,Poking and prodding for their existence.Friends are false, and niceties rend weary.For a friend’s worth these days is fickle, their presence but a trickle.A tisket and a tasket, with nothing left in any basket,When you’re all full up, there’s nowhere...

The Pickup Truck Diaries: The Most Prolific Human Poet In History.

Seems grandiose, eh? This is one of the more modest, amongst the actual titles I was able to workshop, believe me! And I’d hope by now you’ve read at least one or two of these here Pickup Truck Diaries, so you are well aware already that I love being grandiose and mock-megalomaniacal for the sake...

Central Universe Science Fiction Shorts: An Update!

Campfire. Come gather 'round the campfire. Let me tell you a story. Several small ones, in fact! It started a month or two ago, when I had a bunch of hits on "Our Better Angels" via the 'ol analytics. Now, I've been running this little business for half a decade - so out of neurotic perfectionism,...

Broken Lexicon.

Misdirections,Contradictions,Intuition. Fabrications,Conceptualizations,Maintaining Patience. Introspections,Conflagrations,Executions. Shift Drift.Midriff Slip Wrists.Hands Upon Our Belly. Resignations,Consummations,Flagrant Stations. Allusions,Choosing,Intruding,Preluding ::::::::

Fuck Glory.

Glory?Hah.Only thing that still matters to me,Is honour.Clout?Fame?That ancient flaw,Of skalds & bards.Just because I can kill a man,A dozen ways with my bare hands,Doesn't mean I should.Training in combat for years -Only to take a specific vow of pacifism.Do right by folks.Fuck glory.

Sociopathy & Spite.

Part of me knows,Some ugly souls -Stalk almost everything I write.Having shit upon my work,Or efforts,For decades.Lost a decade of working life -To such opinions.Evil as I am;I thoroughly enjoy the idea,That they cannot keep up with my production.Going manic in their sociopathy,& spite.

“Don’t You Know Who I Am?”

Oh?Shall I gloat,Like some egotistical simpleton?!"I'm Third Most Prolific Poet In Human History! Don't you know who I am?"An ugly failure at even one,Solitary experience towards ego death.Fuck no.Might have such a title.With such;Need no name.So who the fuck are you,Again?& who am I?

Another Shadow Forgotten Across The Four Winds.

Forget-me-nots,Full bloom.Do those who have known me,Truly know who I am?Or am I another shadow,Forgotten across the four winds,With a waxing full moon rising.Do they understand my disabilities?The full brunt -Of my Damocles' sword superpowers?Or will ignorance rule?

Impossible Goals.

What a fool,Eh?The broken cryptid -Thinks they stand a chance,At saving humanity.From itself!A guaranteed death sentence.Where did such foolish notions,Come from?The world rightly assumed,It had ground us to dust.That we collapsed,Succumbed to our struggles.Trauma.Worse.Not yet.

Demand Every Round – Is Live.

Go right ahead:Nail me to a crucifix.Hang me by my neck -So if a neck doesn't snap,Asphyxiation will get me,In mockeries of Carradine.Something insane,To a Grey-Ace like me.Flay me living.Draw.Quarter.Firing squad,But I demand every round -Is live.Anarchists,Are used to such things.

Modern Slavery By Another Name. // Oligarch Cabals.

Whelp.What else can we do?Individuals,Fighting for our futures.Any other than this one!Billions of people -All struggling against the yoke,Of wage slavery capitalism.Modern slavery by another name,Of course.As oligarch cabals;Dictate everything about our lives.Money "talking," still.

Feeding Is Ritualized.

Feeding,Is ritualized.Anxiety Disorder fuelling a world serpent's eyes.Yellow.Slitted.Gaze,Size of small moons.Proximity,Gifts me divine insight into a soul.Observing virtues,Qualities,Strengths,Weaknesses.A studying logic.Hearts matter most -Drinking kindness,Blessing them in turn.

Fuck You; William Shakespeare.

Williaaaaaaaaaaaaaam.Billy.Shakes.Like a bad horror movie,D-Lister garbage.Like cousins of mine.I'm coming for you;Old Man!Nine Hundred & Ninety Nine Bottles Of Beer On The Wall;& Counting Down From A Thousand!Poem by poem,Clawing my way to your eclipse.Nobody will know.Few'll care.Is it...

Genetic Lotteries.

Pity.Due to genetic lotteries,I remain aloof,From general populations.Clever,But strange.Odd in unsettling ways.Most folk dislike our aura.Uncomfortable discomfort;Around us neurodivergents.So I'll likely remain,Hermit Guru,Isolated artist,Until I die.Loneliness isn't so bad,Though.

Dip A Brush.

I have lived in infamy,For years now.Sullen,Petulant.Refusing to bow,Before the yoke of authority.Authoritarianism,Fascism,My two greatest enemies.The antithesis to anarchism,Everywhere. Villainy is inverted,In the modern age -Corruption runs deep.Nepotism,Cronyism.Show me a bureaucrat with a...

hideous

I am hideous,Jekyll and Hyde.Ten thousand more,All homegrown dissociations.Warping space and time.Crunching reality between my meaty fists.My erstwhile gists.Ugly as fucking sin,Still in love with half a dozen beauties.The funny ones get me,Every time.Ugly,Sinner.

Watching Some Careers, For Decades.

Fascinated,With the talents of others.Watching some careers,For decades.Picking dream teams,Or building imaginary companies.Mind palace networks.I refuse to remain,How I was born.Scavenging for scraps.Fighting for survival.I need the best,Of the best.To min-max my destiny.

A Seventy Six Millennia Old Love Story.

Leave me unto the void,String me up in shackles of darkness.Sealed against my will.Will I ever know what it is to love you?Know what this means?Who we are?I am the harbinger of the end,Herald of the apocalypse,The world serpent.Yet.You?I will fight for you.Forever.