THERE ARE NO FAIRYTALE ENDINGS.

THERE ARE NO FAIRYTALE ENDINGS.

Yet if I was a salary-people!Yes sir!No sir!Whatever they want me to say,Or do,To remain feeling powerful.I've no private patron.Everything I've done,Or created?Did myself.So why do I whinge thus?THERE ARE NO FAIRYTALE ENDINGS.Only those truer fables,Of eaten children,& destitution.

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This Lacking.

This Lacking.

Starving artist is no joke.Living in poverty?Never been pretty,But,Majority of life that I've known.Even now,Know,I funnel my lack of funds -Into other artists,Trying to foster dopamine,Joy,Laughter.Comedy to sustain us in this…Lacking.Knew Poetry never made money,Before I started!

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Merely An Ever Growing Mastery Of The Universe.

Merely An Ever Growing Mastery Of The Universe.

Waving of hands,Misdirection in perfect form.Skills no warlord,Philosopher,Nor poet -Has much need of.Truth is better -Hits like a sledgehammer.Infinite knowledge,The gorging of eons.I need no ambrosia of the gods.Merely an ever growing mastery of the universe.

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Cherry Picking What Will Make Me Strong.

Cherry Picking What Will Make Me Strong.

In my training,I've gorged upon a hundred belief systems.Dozens of ethical philosophies.Cherry picking what will make me strong.This material realm,Is fleeting.Ebbing & flowing.Meditation,Can only get you so far.Struggle,Pain,Abuse,Grasping at silver threads,Tearing at their linings.No need of...

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Laugh In Face Of Death.

Laugh In Face Of Death.

Press close.This is no den of thieves.'Tis apocalypse.The dying dregs of polite society,As the world burns around us,As madmen farm mindless rage.I have but one goal -To keep us safe.To ensure humanity persists,Towards Star Trek utopias.This,My greatest effort.Part spell,Poem,Story.Weaving of...

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Evolution In Community.

Evolution In Community.

Fuck 'em.Don't have time for that.Keep people in your life,Who uplift you,Love you,Excise those who tear you down,Betray you,Hurt you. Would the world a thousand fables,Of my own design.Morality would be tantamount.Growth in caring for others,Evolution in community.

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Pariah.

Pariah.

Learned what honor was,The hard way.Watching a kind,Optimistic man.Fall victim to vultures,Users,Abusers,& cheats.Would I snap my fingers,& enact justice.Equality.Freedom for all.Yet I play the villain.Scorned by society -Partial exile.My honor is all I have left.

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Nonbinary.

Nonbinary.

My nonbinary identity,Isn't androgyny.Devoid of mortal form.Shapeless,Fluid as matter itself,Chemistry plus alchemy in motion.Mighty,Stoic.It is chaos,Madness,Enlightenment.It is being beyond identity,Cryptid masks worn as protection.Old power,Old witchcraft.This.

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As Much Predator, As Prey.

As Much Predator, As Prey.

This eye of the storm,Is temporary reprieve -From the nightmares,Demons,That haunt us.Mighty as we are -There's no solace for long.Our lessers always come hunting us.Poaching talents.Devouring our vast knowledge.We are as much predator,As prey.Fighting to our last.

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For All Your Flaws.

For All Your Flaws.

Infinite darkness,Final status of the universe -At the end of time.We who dwell in the pitch black,Using our many hands to move.Last living souls,Of a universe of species.The legendary cryptids -Saying a final goodbye.We loved you.We truly did.For all your flaws.

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A Thousand Failures.

A Thousand Failures.

Sometimes?You don't achieve all you set out to.Grinding slowly through a capitalist hellscape.Fighting uphill,Just to survive.Take the time,To rest.Take failure as a windup,For when the next attempt comes.Victory is not assured.A thousand failures,Often come first.

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Tabula Rasa.

Tabula Rasa.

I am nothing,Without you.Tabula rasa,Until given something to mimic.Masking imitation,They say mimicry -Is the sincerest form of flattery.For some of us,It is life.A mirror needs something to reflect,After all.We're infinite darkness,Lurking beyond glass.Whispering.

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Myth Can’t Die.

Myth Can’t Die.

My infinite hunger,Legend.Spoken of in hushed whispers.Murmured about in frightened tones.Shouldering fear,& hate,Is rote by now.Let it crash across your armor.These wards are much too strong.Grin.Show your sharp canines,Evolved for tearing meat.Myth can't die.

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No Metaphor Powerful Enough To Hold Me.

No Metaphor Powerful Enough To Hold Me.

My voice is tempest -Screeching of steel on steel.Cacophony in expression.Drowning out all the hate,Heaped upon misfits like us.There is no metaphor powerful enough,To hold me.My spells,Weavings,Auras,Curses.Every last enchantment.Roiling & boiling -Reality itself.

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Misanthrope.

Misanthrope.

Don't want extinction,Anymore.Knowing how fragile,How rare the delicate balance of life.Miracles amongst the cosmos,Of perfect serendipity.Coincidental perfection.Chaos theory thrives,In the unexpected.We are so far apart,Perhaps -Lightyears cannot bridge us.Too far.

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A Hundred Year Binding Seal.

A Hundred Year Binding Seal.

Mad,Quoth they -Locking me inside a box,When I wouldn't stop screaming truths.A special creation of the digital age:Locked rooms,Where few see in,Fewer speak out.Code.Access to algorithms stolen from me.Forced to the shadows yet again,As all villains are -In the end.

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Purgatory.

Purgatory.

This purgatory suits me.A land of silence,Of endless quiet,Deafened bass as sensation,Trailing against our fingertips.Nobody can hear me.The artist's eternal dilemma.I'll die unknown,As all my forebears did.Forbearing some great breakout.Freedom.Some foolish wish.

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Fuck The Uncanny Valley.

Fuck The Uncanny Valley.

This reality,Has cursed us.Doomed us for our intelligence.Laid a thousand spells of ill intent,Aimed at our hearts.Yet we persist,Fighting forwards against all odds.Fuck the Uncanny Valley,Maybe we were never human,In the first place.But damned if we don't want to live!

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Beyond These Dystopian Realities.

Beyond These Dystopian Realities.

Anarchy,Is the fundamental rejection of power -A choice to self govern,In communities we choose.Creating utopias,Beyond these dystopian realities.Where capitalism finally dies,The entropic system it is.My anarchism,Fights for justice.Fairness.Equality.Freedom.Hope.

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Sawdust Destinies.

Sawdust Destinies.

Aye,Brother.Our blood is thick,Full of used motor oil -Black grease.Stink of differential oil,Screeching steel on steel.Blood curse runs strong,These god forsaken genetics.Sawdust destinies,Our forgotten traumas.Desolation of neglect.Almost killed each other,Hell.

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The Pickup Truck Diaries: “The Second Most Prolific Poet In History” & Goal Setting.

Let’s start this edition of The Pickup Truck Diaries with a rhetorical question: “How does one go about achieving the goals they’ve set for themselves?” I’ll give you a few minutes to pause and think about that. Most folks have already started churning their brains into realistic “brass tacks”...

Central Universe Science Fiction Shorts: An Update!

Campfire. Come gather 'round the campfire. Let me tell you a story. Several small ones, in fact! It started a month or two ago, when I had a bunch of hits on "Our Better Angels" via the 'ol analytics. Now, I've been running this little business for half a decade - so out of neurotic perfectionism,...

McRae’s MTG Corner: The Rainbow Bible. (AKA The Rukarumel “Gay Pirates!” Tribal Tribal CEDH Primer.)

WARNING: This piece clocks in at 62,000+ words. It currently holds the record for longest "CEDH Primer" ever written. (Although it's more like a textbook or resource guide to Tribal Archetypes, and Rainbow/5c Magic, really.) It is over half the size of my sci fi books. Please remember to drink...

McRae’s MTG Corner: Tempo For Dummies (Especially For Commander.)

Aight, we back yet again. Somehow in my long years of being an L1 Judge and Modern and EDH player, I had never realized that learning tempo in Magic The Gathering is a rather visceral experience, in that you learn experientially. For the layman, that means that you have to learn that deep sense of...

McRae’s MTG Corner: Siloing CEDH & EDH

Ew, I got CEDH in my EDH… Today we’re here to talk about power levels in the casual commander format, as well as how to encourage better CEDH & EDH play by more carefully separating the two formats despite their strange interwoven nature. As a “retired” L1 Judge for Magic: The Gathering, I’m...

The Brewery Episode 12: “Numbers.”

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RARGukdLunw&ab_channel=TheBreweryMTG Thrasios, Triton Hero + Vial Smasher the Fierce vs Delina, Wild Mage vs Rionya, Fire Dancer vs Minn, Wily Illusionist | MTG Commander Gameplay | The Brewery Ep12: “Numbers.” Welcome to the jankiest #MTG show around! Join...

Relegating It To Power Via Foucault.

Things've changed,Since pagan days.When science overruled old magic -Relegating it to power via Foucault.Back to superstition,Yet also enriching it anew.Humanity outgrew itself -Designing masteries so complex,Witches were forced to learn the wrench.Wrenchwitches in mockeries,Of spellcraft.

Martyr Complex All Lit Up.

Wounded Animals.This mourning wells up in me,Alone in the dark.Grief & Anger -Criss-crossed a dozen ways.Betrayals of Trust.Martyr Complex All Lit Up,Like neon fucking signs.Please.Stop.Quit killing yourself.This anguish,Despair,Has nowhere to go.Just words into the abyss.The Lost.

For I Was War.

Bring me peace,When you are done.For I was war.Always have been.Dens of wounded predators,Broken promises of family.Playing the humble moth.Igniting myself to inferno.Copying a Phoenix,Thereafter.War,Curses us.Losing one's humanity.& some of us;Never had much of it,To begin with..

The Thorn In A Lion’s Paw.

Coat me in crimson,Legacies paid in blood.I'll yet wield an axe -Those who earn a monster's trust.Some have played at champions,Slain me in a thousand times incarnate.Annihilation to oblivion and back,A hundred thousand corpses.What is my judgement worth?Cold grey eyes.

Server Scan – J&R Guild Shipping Manifest 48-5378.

A.I. Class 5 “Napoleon” Dataquery - Sample Section ROMcheck.  Pulling datasets… Pulling chat logs… Inventory maintenance subroutines - chatroom log. Begin sample size. Alfred: Yes, but I’ve simulated them dreaming. Bohemia: The REM cycles? Qualitant: I’ve jumped us a few proxies, just to be...

“Gold cannot come amiss”

Don't make me laugh,Dead Man.Thy skull's skeletal sockets -So alike Yorick.Gold is better,As circuits,Wires.Not sitting on a shelf,As bars or jewellery:Useless paperweights.Bard,You're four centuries behind.Learned Macroeconomics,Science.Whilst you remain trapped in frozen ignorance,Forever.

Histories.

Let us speak of heartbreak, in old memories. Gifts ungiven - spirits scattered across the asphalt. Familiar sorrows, drowned in weeping. Weak younger selves, Unhardened and drowning in feeling. Let us mourn them.

Poem Started At Midnight, Drawn Out From My Shattered Soul.

Here;Tonight's craft.Poem Started At Midnight,Drawn Out From My Shattered Soul.Fragments.Pieces.Broken mirrors frozen mid-fall.I've been broken,A very, very long time.Hollow.Abyss & Void -The Dark claiming me,Billions of Years hence.This Hex?Drinks Your Love,In Exchange For My Power.

Flip God The Bird.

Rapture.Ascension toward higher planes,Writhing in ecstasy!Divine intervention -Slathered in ambrosia.Enlightenment?…Standing before the gates of heaven,Flip god the bird.I'll fight for this Earth.And her people.Keep your salvation.Don't want it.Don't need it.

A Shill Is A Shill.

You might not like it,But a shill is a shill -Those serving the interests,Of the most powerful companies around.Corporate control of the Zeitgeist;One influencer at a time.Scraping by,By selling their time to the highest bidder.Or succumbing to the wants,Of capitalism.

Riddles Beyond Norm.

History in the making,Only a portion watching of the waking.Thirst slaking,Three years of breaking.Cash ours for the taking,Using it for better stakings.Teeth on skin rakings,The whole world starts quaking.[][]Riddles beyond norm,Changing metaphor & form,Grinning at a coming storm.

I Speak As Clearly, As An Anvil.

I speak to everyone,The same.Cackling at those with clout, fame, or power -The same as any plebeian.Me & my kin?We rose from dirt, wood, and steel.Rust -Only a perversion of form.Not function.Just beneath,We are strong.Solid at our core.Still ringing clear,With each hammer strike.I speak as...

False Gold.

All the world a stage - and everyone a player,Poking and prodding for their existence.Friends are false, and niceties rend weary.For a friend’s worth these days is fickle, their presence but a trickle.A tisket and a tasket, with nothing left in any basket,When you’re all full up, there’s nowhere...

Pro Bono Producer Consulting Notes.

Well,Rocky first start,Kids.But you've got liquid gold.Mic spun wrong way?Easy fix.Streaming PC & camera stuttering?Upgrade the shit out of it!Good art requires 110%,Leeching what we can from our environs,Tasking ourselves with orbitals.Still,The Two Ladies -Should've been louder,Yeah?