Blame Mr. Rogers.Mr. Dressup.Probably the two reasons,Only ended up 75% monster.Kindness & empathy & compassion…Somehow taking root,In my heart of darkness!Broken monster.Not even good fodder -For the now-dead heroes to train on.Medical prescriptions,Concoctions,To keep me…"Good."
Hassle Somebody Else.this queer neurodivergent is tired of hate crimesJust existing in my own ways,Yet called out in ignorance or bigotry.Stickers scratched out -Honks or cackles at nail polish on streets.Told I wasn't fit to work,Because of my disabilities.Seriously?Hassle Somebody Else.
Ribbon Dancing Fools,Tasseled All In Red,Orange & Yellow Streamers,Igniting The Illusion Of Flames.Balls,Sticks,Juggled With Chainsaws.Stilt-Walking Leviathans,Quaking Streets Every Step,Rope Ladders Tied In Bundles -Hollow Wooden Wind Chimes.Carnival Chaos,Carnal Crimes,Crass Cullings.
Evil Cannibalizing Evil.So used to gorging upon rot,Ruin,We savor the acrid base tastes,Of misery's company,Tangs of vengeance.In Reality,Heroes were rare to begin with,So subtle;Evils of Capitalism.Venom Veins,Poison across fingerprints.Molten Irony.Us lesser evils,Just keep eating.
Leviticus?Deuteronomy?Better Yet:No Rules At All.Shaking off chains, shackles, yokes,Of conformity.Guilt, Shame, & Sin,Used As Weapons Against Us.Stoned to death,Or raped & pillaged by Muhammad,Across Arabian Peninsulas of the 700s.Bedouin Guerillas -To Oil Baron Sheikhs.Enough Rules.
Watching A Man Die.Slowly At First.Faster At Last.Old Choices -"Choices.""Choices."Will it ring in his head,On his deathbed?Fuck Martyr Complexes,Insane Ivermectin Hogwash,HAVEN'T YOU READ DYLAN THOMAS?!?Fight.Until you take your last breath -Or hear your last heartbeat.Rage At Dying.
Remember;What Now Serves As Legend -Records Broken, Titles Claimed -Was once mere "Whim & Wishes.",Another impossible goal,Thing I could feed from,Drinking my fills of Dopamine,Forever!.Shooting beyond myself -Never supposed to get this long in tooth:Didn't expect to get this far.;:
Everything?Or Nothing?Rather,Nothing,Gnawing At Everything.Cold Dark Void,Hungering at heat & light -As per laws of astrophysics.Goldilocks Zone Dreamings -Black Hole Seemings -The Universe All Tied Up With A Bow,Red Ribbon Delinquencies In Tow.Pouring my everything,Into your nothing.
Fear Not We -Who Devour Angels.Ravenously Jawing On Hollow Bones,That Which Allows Flight.Modern Hybrids:Man & Dove,Or Infinite Rings,Of Infinite Eyes & Wings,It matters not.Meat is meat.Food is food.We consume them nonetheless.Voraciousness Versus Vengeance.The latter matters little.
Ticking Down?Tocking Up?Left-Right Decisions,Every minute of our day:>>>>>Laugh.Cackle.Chortle.Guffaw.Chuckle.Giggle.Wheeze.Rancor.Scowls.Titter.Smirks.Grins.Smiles.Smarm.<<<<<Enough doddering about,Faffing,Colloquialisms be damned.Thank fuck Limmericks,Are mostly dead.^^^^^
Laughing My Way Through Apocalypse,Ragnaroks We Saw Coming For Decades. 0 Cackle Like A Fool,Raised On Monty Python Too. 1 Morbid Amusements,Keeping Us Lucid In Attempts. 0 Can't Hold Me Low,You're Chained By Gravity Of Terra,Same Earth Upon My Shoulder Blades.Far too...
Remember?Secular Atheism.Anarchist Ecosocialist.You know exactly where I stand.The Devil;One you've always known.Serpent in the garden of eden -Ouroboros to the Alchemists -Leviathan Jotnar,To others still.Anaconda Virtue.Cult Of The Wyrm.All just Metaphors,To me.Fire with fire.Running tongues...
The Tenfold Divinities;There's sure to be inconsistency:Hallowed Entropy,Yet Solar Futures On The Brain.Clever Girl,Give us a twirl,Then.THIRD DICTATA;Cherish intelligence.Value divergence.Deign.Respect Plus Joy!Demand Our Savant Romances,We Always Dreamed Of.Platonic.Romantic.All.
Horror As Genre?Not A Fan.Plots Thin As Paper Mache.Though,Enjoyed devouring terrors,Centuries ago.Puck!Ribs pulled open,Ate his bleeding heart.In process of eating,Said bleeding heart.Carnal power of tooth -Feasting via old black magic loops -Turning emotion to infinite energy.Laughing in...
Tattoo Drumbeat.Needle in skin,Excess fluids,Ink,Wiped away with paper towel.Invoke "Tar Pits" in entirety:Right here.Now.Forcing allusion -Dimensions beyond scope,Or scale.Summon Black Ichor Venom,Dripping viscous noir.Metaphors as punches -Touching The Impossible,Against The Real.
Feeling Power,In Moments Of Weakness.A True Witch,Learns the strengths in suffering.Long way round.When you're hurting -Be it anguish or agony,However you sacrifice enough,It feeds us back in exponentials,Every single possible vector -Mapped on solar scales.You're strong.Act like it.
Brainfarting a half a dozen times,Yesterday.ADHD tendency to be five steps ahead -Pattern recognizing across several things,Until you lose a piece.Common to people like us:A fleeting train of thought,That just vanishes into our…Quite poor short term memory.Short?Goldfish.Long?Forever.
Love like a thunderclap,Everything all at once.Even a lust,Long buried.Would you know it as a dream?I offer you:My everything.To take & keep,Or smash across the floor.Coexisting as per Schrodinger.Two things can simultaneously be true.Would you want me any less?
Knowledge & Wisdom Are Different.Wisdom is lived experience,Well-lived stories.Tips & tricks of Elders,Regardless of Culture,Or Locale.Thousands of tiny secrets,On how to min-max living.Knowledge?Webs.Connecting ideas,Histories,Potentials,Via channeling torrents,Of Infinite Creation.
Goodnight My Love;Darling Witching Hour Darknesses!Voids In Beautiful Swaths!You held me before my beginning.You will hold me after my end.Entropy Worship,Via Wyrm Cults,More…Rituals of irony,& hypocrisy.Loving The Void.Praying To Entropy.But Fighting Still;Heat Death,Winding Down.